After my near death experience 13 years ago, and my full blown spiritual awakening over eight years ago, my life’s purpose changed in a huge way. I am here to be of service to mankind, linking each of us up so that we may gain a better understanding about our own souls purpose and to live our best lives.
I care deeply for every person that I am blessed to interact with. I am here as a guide to help people find the best version of themselves through compassion, laughter, and candid communication. I aspire to be a ripple of change, helping one person at a time.
Since I was a small child, I’ve always had this deep sense of knowing and empathy for others. Drawn to nature and animals, I enjoy being near the water, among the trees, and picking up rocks. My great-grandmother, who read tea leaves and twirled by her neck in the circus, told me I had “the gift.” Because of their work in public service, my parents raised me to believe that we should help mankind as much as possible. It was then that I first decided that I wanted to be a nurse. My parents divorced when I was three and mom moved us to Flint, Michigan. At the age of 16, I received my first intuitive reading and he said that I would have two children, my daughter first, and that I must become a nurse because it would directly save my life. He elaborated by saying that he saw a brick building with a cross on the front. Which ironically ended up being the same hospital that I would work at 16 years later.
When I met Jasper in Grand Rapids I was 17 and he was 19. Both having daughters who were 9 months apart, we instantly became great friends. However, we had no idea at the time just how important we would become to each other later. My daughter Katie and I have been together over many lifetimes. Each time, reversing the mother and daughter roles. This time around I was a teen mom, having Katie when I was just 18.
When Katie turned two and after some traumatic life events, I moved us up north. Shortly after, I started the prerequisite classes that I needed to enter the nursing program. I supported this by starting my own cleaning company and eventually I divorced my first husband. By chance, Jasper also divorced his first wife and we ended up starting a relationship. Not long we moved over to Charlevoix, we were married and I finished my nursing degree. We now know that we’ve been together over many lifetimes as well. We can remember back over 400 years and we are without a doubt soul mates.
I graduated from nursing school when I was 30. However, my life changed on our second wedding anniversary, in 2008. We had just bought our farm; I was dirty from bottle feeding a calf and tending to the rescue animals. I’d felt ill all morning and thought my appendix was rupturing. I thank God that my grandma was visiting with us, she was 85 at the time and drove me to the hospital. I blacked out multiple times and woke up downstate at University of Michigan Hospital 37 days later. The doctors in Petoskey put me in a medically induced coma at 12:01 on August 7th, which was also my 34th birthday. They told Jasper I had a 7% chance of survival and knowing my heart, and how I was with my patients, they would have let me go if it hadn’t been me on the table. The reading I received at age 16 was proven true that day. Being a nurse saved my life!
What I can tell you about my time in the coma is that I signed a new soul contract and was sent back as a testament of God’s love. My sister started a care page on the U of M website and by the time the grassroots outpouring was done, I had shamans and around 40,000 people praying for me from all across the globe. When I woke up, I found a wooden heart-shaped box of crystals near me. Inside, I found that the nurses had placed one crystal for each organ that was failing while they prayed for me to get well. I immediately asked for my husband Jasper and the small Asian woman who had done CPR on me. Everyone was astounded, asking how I knew she was there. I explained that I’d seen her while I was outside my body looking down. My grandfather, who died when I was five, was next to me comforting me in my fear as I watched her work on me. I saw her pumping my chest, insisting that it had to be done by a woman so the cyst wouldn’t be ruptured. She whispered in my ear, “you’re not gonna die, I’m gonna fix you,” and she did. Thank you, Pauline Park, for saving me!
There was a 25-pound pseudo cyst of flesh-eating bacteria in my abdomen, I had multiple complications. The doctors wanted the outside to harden, which they call an amniotic rind. They planned to go in and remove it as a whole, but unfortunately the procedure failed, and the cyst burst. Hundreds of pockets of bacteria had spread through my abdomen. They put me on IV antibiotics, and I was in and out of surgery for three years. Subsequently, capping a lifetime of three insurance policies to the tune of 3.5 million dollars. I can’t lift over ten pounds for the rest of my life.
As a result of all the surgeries, I became addicted to opiates and I nearly lost everything, including my family. My last overdose was on my birthday in 2012. Jasper put me in treatment, I did six days inpatient and after two days into the 30-day program I called him saying, “come get me NOW, your wife is back, and I want to live my life.” I started going to meetings, joined the gym and stayed clean.
September 2nd 2012, was my full-blown spiritual awakening, I was taken back up, like ET phoning home due to a low blood sugar. My near-death experience was played over again, and I was told that my purpose was to help and heal people. When I regained consciousness, I didn’t understand, but everything was somehow different. Over the next six months, everything unraveled, and I started to gain a better understanding. Through the internet, I discovered that I had gone through a spiritual awakening. Because of the fear I had felt, I knew I had to give others a place to be comforted and to feel at home. That’s when my Facebook group, ‘Invocation of Light’, was born. There are now over 6,000 members.
For three years I did readings and healings at no charge. I was working with all kinds of different cases, including women that had been the victim of sex trafficking. Soon after, clients began sending me crystals as gifts. I started wondering why crystals were showing up on my doorstep. So, I started using them on people when they came into my home for healing, and once I figured out distance healing worked, the whole world opened up! Corresponding to the meridians and chakras, I started using crystal grids while being guided intuitively by my higher self on how to pull energy. Subsequently, I learned many different energy moving modalities from all over the world to find my own way.
Soon both male and female clients started coming to me for life coaching. I knew that whatever cases came to me, I was the one that had to handle them. My knowledge of the occult has been extremely helpful in working with so many people that were born into Satanic cults. I’ve helped heal people with reprogramming the damage done by MK Ultra, PTSD, severe abuse and molestation, multiple personality disorder, depression, bad habits and physical and emotional pain. The memory of the event stays but the associated pain is removed. Through coaching, I’ve helped healers discover their own gifts and become what they are truly meant to be in this life.
I decided to start selling crystals after helping Katie sell her custom jewelry at shows and after meeting my mentor, Hubert. He taught me everything there is to know about the business, the good, the bad and the dirty. I found out the market has no transparency, little ethics and many times, horrible labor practices. My mission is to be a crystal renegade, purchasing from reputable suppliers and maintaining a transparent business where what you get in the mail is what you saw online. If I wouldn’t put the stone in my own home, I won’t try to pass it off to a buyer.
Now, my passion is uniting the black sheep from all over the world. We all need a family, and we all deserve that. I was so angry for so long asking, “why me,” but it had to happen that way. I had to be a single mom, I had to survive abusive and narcissistic relationships, I had to be a nurse, and I had to have it taken away to appreciate everything I have now.
I’m so blessed to have come back to cut the cord for two of my grandchildren and one of my nieces’ kids. I saw both my daughters through high school, and they could’ve never known me, but they do, and I am so very grateful for my family. We are mindful of each other’s feelings, but we have a LOT of fun. We’re bold, we tell it how it is, and we know how important a sense of humor can be. We are straight shooters and we don’t believe in embellishing spirituality. It’s refreshing, really.
If I can leave you with one thing from my story, it is that nobody has a guarantee on tomorrow, so live your life to its very fullest.
~ Love, Jenn